Had a wonderful birthday with friends from all over the world. The day was filled with love and laughter. I couldn't help but feel blessed by the friends around me.
Though the next day I felt empty...the quater is coming to an end and the pile of work that has to be done is piling up. And though I've never been one to worry much, I have been feeling a little stressed. On top of that missing home, and it makes life kind of a drag.
Today after class I shooed my kids off to Library quickly and was going to get going on some work, when one of my students came back in with tears in his eyes. I immediately hugged him and asked "what's going on bud?" trying to catch his breath he said he was feeling a little overwhelmed and like he didn't have enough time to finish everything.
First of all I should tell you this is one of my most brightest students in my class, and I have never thought about him as behind. He is also usually one of my happiest students.
I have grown to love these kids so much, I can't tell you how much it hurt me to see this young boy so overwhelmed and stressed. As a young single teacher it was a reminder to me at what God must feel when I am hurting.
I was just teaching in my class yesterday that God is omnipresent...always with us. No matter how stressed we get, and what we're going through He will never leave us. My life may not be as fantastic and good feelings all the time, but my God is always with me.
This weekend was a reminder to me that I have been blessed with friends who love me, and Daniel reminded me that God is the only one who can give us that inner peace. I prayed with Daniel and we mapped out our week together, I showed him my plan for the week, and when we were going to do what and how long he would have for each thing. He felt better with the knowledge of the where we were going, but unfortunately as we grow older those plans become more of an "unknown" to us, and only God knows where we are going. I need to learn to trust in Him, and to go directly to Him when I am stressed.
Thank you Lord for this reminder today. I lift up Daniel specifically today, as he is feeling overwhelmed with schoolwork and finishing the quarter. God I pray that you would use this as a reminder to both Daniel and I that we are to go to you for peace. We can do all things through you, and you alone.
Amen
