Under His wings.

I could really use your prayers today. My life has been crazy these last few days. In my last post I told you about my broken air con, and then yesterday I went to go talk to the maintenance guys and they told me it could be out for up to two months! So in result my mentor told them that just won't do and they needed to make new arrangements for me. Soo after school yesterday they moved my whole class down to an abandoned classroom. It has air con, but I can't help but feeling frustrated and sad at the same time. All the work that I have put into my classroom feels as if if it were useless. I know its kind of dramatic, and I probably wont be there for long. But it's just hard not being in the one place I felt like I had a sense of accomplishment.

Being a first year teacher is tough, in fact I'm sure its starting any new job is tough. You're at the bottom of the chain and you feel like you're always having to prove yourself to someone. The other day someone gave me a simple compliment and I was shocked at how much that meant to me. I am usually a pretty confident person, but there are days when I am so insecure in my work and I'm hoping that someone in my class is learning something!

Thanks guys for your prayers today. I remain under His wings, especially today. He is my rock and comforter to Him I will pray. And when those times come when I feel like giving up and flying home I will pray that the Lord would be there, and to remind me that it is a blessing to be here even if I feel like I am inadequate.